VIP of my life.

Still, i still feel that i can't go on with what i had decided earlier.
i think & think & think, as i was going to get crazy soon.
thank god i have a great mum. she told me something that i will never forget in my life.

"You are not like those who already married to somebody who is bad for years & cannot be changed, or already went out working & get tied to a job that they don't like forever. You still can choose, you are still young. "

"Now you are living in this family. You only need to live for yourself & this family, not other people, not even your boyfriend. So you no need to care about how other people think about you. "

& many more.
My mum suddenly turns into a philosopher. The very first time i feel that my mum is like an angel to me. She cares about me that much but i didn't really notice it before. It's my fault.

She keep on asking me to make my decision only after my exams. But my stupid brain can't stop thinking. I torture myself so much for days, & i feel that i'm going to get sick, either mentally or physically.

But today, i finally make up my mind after my mum told me those words. I feel so blissful in a sudden, i have such a great mum. I cried, without letting her know. I'm touched, that she actually wants me to be happy more than everything.

I decided to change. Although that may spend more money, but i will choose wisely this time, & i swear i will repay my mum & my family when i go to work next time, in the industry that i want of course. I feel that i owe my mum so much, that i can never pay back all the things that she sacrifices for me. The time & money & hope that she wasted on me from almost 2 years, I will pay all of them back to mum with everything that i can do.

I want to say something to the most important person in my life. I love you mum.
Thanks for everything.

I hope my another VIP kif will not jealous of her =3