Decision.

Regret for thinking of this problem when it's too late to turn back.
Thanks to mum for being so understanding, but i think i will still go on 1st.
Although mum said we still affordable, but i don't think i dare to waste my family's money like that.
Not expensive ok. I will feel damn guilty.
It's my decision at 1st, so maybe i should try to finish it 1st.
At least get a cert for this 1st.
It's just less than half way only. Be strong, min, you can do it !!
even with the worst result of all, at least you tried.

Also thanks to my darling for always so understanding me, giving advices to me whenever i need them & supporting me no matter what i decided. Thank you so so much...