Assignments

Was miserable-ing with what happened to my career recently, then my modem was smashed last sunday, then again I need to work out with 2 assignments in this week with my miserable feeling.

Then my dumb dumb Kif was helping me to get a place to online these few days in order to let me feel better, poor him... Now I finally finished a part of my work, & get some time to write something here...

Last night when I was rushing my assignment again in Kif's house, his mum asked me to have dinner with them, what a surprise (although I know already la actually because I was staying in the house for whole day already...) Then my first dinner with Kif's family, ended in silence & peace...
Eh why nobody talks 1 in this family?? I don't think is because of me that's why they all so diam lo... Hmmm...

The poor guy Kif get exhausted after few days rushing here & there for me, is now sleeping like a baby in his bed... I gave a kiss on his cheek just now, sleep tight my darling, I love you =3

Another hug.

Today I got 2 hugs.
1 from daddy, 1 from mummy.
My beloved daddy 1st time talked to me nicely about my future.
He said that I just need to study until graduate, but don't force myself too much.
He said he also studied in uni before, but then some of his friends end up selling fruits.
But they are happy with their simple life.
So I still can learn other things in the future, just I need to let myself to live happily now.
I like when my mum & dad hug me & patting on my back.
I like when my dad want me to sit beside him, holding my hand & told me those things.
I'm blissful enough already. I will go on with my family's support =)

Hug.

Today i requested my mum to give me a hug.
Although mum like very not used to it, but i'm very happy that she gave me that hug =)
I just need a hug from my family that cares about me, i just want to feel the value of my life from them.
Because of my family & dear, they are the ones that keep me going on my life.
Thank you mummy, can you give me hugs more often in the future??

I'm gonna make you proud.

Today is the first day of another new semester.

I had been mentally torturing myself & people beside me during the holiday.

Thanks to Auntie Zhang that shared her experience with me & helped me to open up my mind.

I have to think more optimistic from now on, & I hope I won't fall into that sad trap anymore.

I will try my best to graduate with a happy heart, not necessarily having good result.

I just wish to "peng peng onn onn" go through the rest of the semesters.

I'm gonna make my family & Kif to be proud of me in the future.
I can do it, I just need to be happier.